Fool Me Once Shame on You… Fool me Twice, You’re Not Gonna Fool Me Twice

Okay sometimes I think im a glutton for punishment. I have the old time best girlfriend at the moment. I know I know a very AFC thing to say… but its true.

But I am still waging a battle with myself over a girl I lost out with over a year ago. I think because the girl was someone I had wanted for awhile and finally got, it made the final rejection that much harder to take.

Either way, I’m still half heartedly trying to get her. And its not working. It is like the ultimate chess game. Every good move I make she counters.

The problem is that she is as cold as ice. Nothing seems to affect her and she can be so quick to disappear without any sense of regret.

I’ve fallen for her shit for too long, and have been left hanging many times. I’ve finally stepped back and had to ask myself…”Do I like the punishment that she disses me”

The answer must have been yes… because i kept taking it and letting myself be fooled into believing i had finally won.

Well, I think I’ve finally put this behind me. Some girls are just too unemotional to be won over. Not to mention I have a girlfriend who would be heart broken to know I’m even still going after another girl. And my girlfriend is better in every way…. EXCEPT the Challenge.

Damn, i’ll never grow up will I?